Okay.
awhile ago i was pissed. i was soo pissed i unintetionally burdened my friend by somehow venting my anger at her. then someone made me real sad w/o even knowing it. hey im normal and i have feelings. what may seem as a joke and something unimportant may mean alot to me. then my stomach started growling. so im pissed, upset and hungry.
how delightful.
-please sense the sarcasm as anissa would say.
but if your reading this you probably read the same content on the previous blog you read. so i wont continue.
moving on.
olevels and prelims are really nearing. not just time is flying by but also the major exams are pushed forward. so yeah. i need a reality check got i really got to start focusing.
and this is random but i really want to learn arabic. how i wish that my dad spoke to me in arabic since i was a child. then i would be able to grasp the words with much more ease. now my capacity of arabic is pathetic. i only know how to say and respond to goodmorning, how are you, whats your/yourmother/yourfather's name and saying goodbye. which is barely anything. i cant even string a proper sentence together. i mix up words like far and short. basically im hopeless. and if you feel like laughing, go ahead. i know i would. haha.
learning arabic is one of my goals that i plan to accomplish. mainly because im arab since thats whats written in my ic and yet i dont seem to have a strong understanding of my race. and i think language is an important component to understand a race. i mean like i cant even understand most arab jokes.
what i intend to do is learn the language after my o levels. if i cant get someone to teach me, i hope to buy those self-teach cd's. i have the traveller's guide book to arabic thing. the one which comes in every other language usually found at airports. the flaw for that is its a compact travellers guide. so its alot of "whats the best restaurant?" and "whats the hotel name?" kinda thing. and its compact so their NO pictures. hehe.
so yeah. wish me luck in getting there and acheiving atleast one goal. now though, i want to eat and solve one of my "problems".
and i wont say goodbye this time because:
khabi alvida naa kehna!
haha.
:)