COLOURFUL STRIPES OF LIFE

three more days. haha. not very exciting but ohwell.
maybe by thursday i will feel the excitement lah.

a wise man once said, "with great power comes great responsibility" which caught me thinking, 'why does no power come great responsibility aswell?'. usually im contented being the youngest but i dont really enjoy being treated like the youngest. honestly, sometimes i would rather have my pampered rights taken away for some respect. i try to not think about it but its weird. i think many people can relate with this: when you try to forget something its even harder to forget it. its like you think too much about forgeting it that you end up thinking even more about it. even though you dont want to. and the worse part comes when it doesnt really affect you-or does it?k just feeling very confused right now lah. and dont bother asking why. i wont tell you anyways. haha. and btw, anyone reading who wishes to go "whats wrong? is everything okay?" save your sympathy qns cause they wont help. thank you. and i think maybe i am over-reacting after all. but i am a teenager so im forgiven to over-react right? haha.

so i will be turning 16 on friday. but before that my sister will be turning 20!. like TWENTY!. like a FULLY GROWN ADULT! i soo cant imagine!. haha. hopefully she will start acting like one!. had a little gathering on saturday at granny's place. and i had fun. ofcourse there was that to think about. but i had fun lah. and we celebrated little yussuf khans birthday with i bigcake decorated with a golfer and golf balls as candles. then his mom also made another cake. it was a chocolate cake. that cake was shared with all the rest of the may babies. many many birthday songs! haha. and my cousins little daughter also shares the same name as me. when she came she went up to me and said smth that was cute for afew seconds: i know your name. your name is Aminah Besar". like at first i smiled then i freaked out and told her my name is not Besar [big]. yea see when translated its insulting. ahaha. k i think anissa is going to call me that after reading. haha. played fun confusing games!. and the food was nice.

okay its waaayyy past my bedtime!. its only 11 plus but i didnt have my afternoon nap so i need my beauty sleep. and i wont post abt my mid yrs marks cause its depressing. but!! i for the first time in 2 yrs passed my chemistry and humanities! not good pass but nonetheless its a PASS. the rest are just EW. haha. k. thats it. REMINDER: 3 more days!. haha

toodles!

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