ok this post is going to be really really boring and lengthy.
so dont bother reading it. cause its really boring.
its just abt what i want to do after olevels. like poly or jc?
sounds boring right? i told you!
ok here it goes...

so after i get my results which is in about 1mth/4weeks/30days time, i have to decide where to go to further my studies. at the moment i have 2 options. go to jc or go to poly. the latter further branches out to afew more options.

okay so first option: Junior College
this firstly is provided i qualify for it first. i dont want to go to some unheard of yishun jc or jurong jc. not that i have anything against them but they are far and unheard of. actually i dont really want a jc education. i dont like the education system here which is so by the books. in poly to have hands on experience, projects and internships. but! i dont know which profession i want to specialise in [im still a kid! haha]. which makes jc a better choice since its more "abstract" in a way. i dont want to go to poly and after a year realise the course im taking is not for me. its a redundant waste of time and money.
another reason of even considering jc is pressure. pressure from 2 things. firstly, i want to eventually get into a university. since only about 5% of poly students make it to local universities and like over 90% of jc students get into the U, jc is a much more easier path and takes only 2 yrs. but then again, that is provided i do well. where as in poly, as long as i dont fail i can still hope to get a job. i fail my a levels i really cant do much. secondly, practically every relation of mine expects me to go to a jc. one of my cousins who tutored me abit this year was like "you dont go jc i wont talk to you" haha. okay i know he wont really not talk to me but its still a threat. and a pressurizing one! my brother thinks i should go jc and so does my sister. but like they both went to poly! and my mother would obviously prefer if i went to a jc altho i know she wouldnt mind i didnt. but one can tell she hopes for it. plus, most of my aunts are saying "go jc". another cousin [this time on my mom's side] told me to go jc as well.
theres only on big problem with all this. these people are actually really confident i can even score enough to think of qualifying for at least tpjc.
another reason why i dont want jc is that i just cant see myself in such a secondary school structured place again. i do love and miss my sec sch and if i do go jc, i know i'll miss it too. but then its just not me somehow. its like too tough for me. not like poly is easy but its approach is more appealing to me.
okay. im obviously biased to polytechnics. haha. but its because to me, diploma holders are more marketable and independant then a'level graduates. its just that people equate going jc with having a place in our local universities which is undeniably better than being stuck with a diploma lah!
okay..all this is just making me more confused. now, with that last bit, i just almost convinced myself jc is a better path for me.
okay im stopping here before i contradict myself further. if you are reading this post. you really have nothing to do.

gdnight and sweet dreams about the o'levels results(:

it makes me wonder ♥